I am still trying to sort out all the emotions that go with this subject. There are so many angles and it is exhausting to say the least. Anyway I have journaled over the years of my life. Both good and bad. I have seriously struggled with this because I am a Christian and is this keeping an account of wrongs (1 Corth 13)? Because of my convictions there are gaps in the entries. Everytime we have encountered counseling, when I am alone with them, I tell them I have keep this book. I offer it to them and no one wants to see it. Amazing. Yes we do pick Christian counselors. We have been to 5 total and the husband backs out as soon as they get close to the issue. Still amazed at the fact everyone is just beside themselves that I did this and won't look at it. Husband has NO CLUE I do it. Anyone else have this?
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