Me and my "boyfriend" are reaching the end I think. I can't deal w/ his split personalities. But I am TERRIFIED to leave! Because I don't know what else is out there, and I am too afraid to find out. I feel like emotionally I have hit rock bottom. But he is all I know. I can't let him go, it is impossible. I don't want to miss him and I don't want to regret leaving. I don't know what to do. I cry so much! Because I know eventually I will have to let him go. He is abusive physically sometimes, verbally ( severely), and emotionally ( severely). I get called every name in the book. And when we are arguing I feel that he is not right most of the time and I can be strong about it, but then as soon as he starts to leave I break down and cry my eyes out and panic, begging him to come back. I can't do this anymore.....what do I do??
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