Physical & Emotional Abuse Support Group
Abuse is a general term for the treatment of someone that causes some kind of harm (to the abused person, to the abusers themselves, or to someone else) that is unlawful or wrongful. No one deserves abuse, period. Abuse can be emotional, physical, or sexual.
So anyway i get to have mastectomy but the good new is because of stbx, i get a FREE BOOB JOB!!! i just love saying that.
it's gotta kill him to know he cant touch smell or even look at them.
will have to wait til after next week but im fine with that.
will be out on med in hospital 2 nights then home out of it. Yea, me!
my mom will take care of me. he wanted to do it i told him to watch the kids (hee,hee)
he is sooooooooo sweet, kind, giving, praying, doing homework, making time for kids, calling my mom ma (after 11 years of calling her by her first name) you name it because "nothing is too good for you babe" to which i usually reply STOP CALLING ME BABE!!!!! ugh!
anyway this delays things a few weeks but im strong and determined he is out.
yes he may pay for me to FINALLY BE ABLE TO SEE DENTIST SINCE HE MAGICALLY FOUND MONEY.
yes he may pay for me to see my cardiologist after not being able to afford it for over a year.
and if he found a way to by me a car id take that too.
its called servants pay (since in his eyes i was a servant)
just have to deal with him trying to hang over me and get the sympettty from MY cancer, which is rather hard since the whole church and all our mutual friend know im not worried and am looking forward to saying hello to the girl instead of trying to figure out if a woman can actually trip over her own breast :)
plus i make it my business to tell all close enough the real scoop and they can tell their friends and so on, and so on...
so im good.
thanks for the time you took for such a long read
oh, tomorrow i go see my therapist for the first time had to cancel last week i was so tired after seeing surgeon.
again thanks and for those going through this mess (like most of us)
keep on keeping on. you give me strength. hope and keep me sane.
thanks and may God be with us all
it's gotta kill him to know he cant touch smell or even look at them.
will have to wait til after next week but im fine with that.
will be out on med in hospital 2 nights then home out of it. Yea, me!
my mom will take care of me. he wanted to do it i told him to watch the kids (hee,hee)
he is sooooooooo sweet, kind, giving, praying, doing homework, making time for kids, calling my mom ma (after 11 years of calling her by her first name) you name it because "nothing is too good for you babe" to which i usually reply STOP CALLING ME BABE!!!!! ugh!
anyway this delays things a few weeks but im strong and determined he is out.
yes he may pay for me to FINALLY BE ABLE TO SEE DENTIST SINCE HE MAGICALLY FOUND MONEY.
yes he may pay for me to see my cardiologist after not being able to afford it for over a year.
and if he found a way to by me a car id take that too.
its called servants pay (since in his eyes i was a servant)
just have to deal with him trying to hang over me and get the sympettty from MY cancer, which is rather hard since the whole church and all our mutual friend know im not worried and am looking forward to saying hello to the girl instead of trying to figure out if a woman can actually trip over her own breast :)
plus i make it my business to tell all close enough the real scoop and they can tell their friends and so on, and so on...
so im good.
thanks for the time you took for such a long read
oh, tomorrow i go see my therapist for the first time had to cancel last week i was so tired after seeing surgeon.
again thanks and for those going through this mess (like most of us)
keep on keeping on. you give me strength. hope and keep me sane.
thanks and may God be with us all
But really if it weren't for you guys i'd be a basked case because of him.
Thanks for giving me that first and so important first step of realizing what had been happening to me for over 11 years.
So my hats off to all of you, no matter what stage you are in.
Maybe by summer (such a long time) i'll be rid of him.
Please pray for me on the cancer front and the man-cancer front.
I love you all very much ( and i have so much love to give, just not to...well you know)
My prayers are with you to give that old cancer (and man-cancer) the SMACKDOWN!
You truly are an inspiration.
Rock ON!!!