In a nut shell the younger boy the day before camp said all I wanted his older brother for was sex. And he ranted and raved as he always does when hes off his ADHD meds. Then I made the comment at church camp about whether or not the boys were allowed in the motel room. The church is believing that I am having sex with Roy and the reason he is having anxiety issues is me. That anytime he is around me he is worse. Now I may have to leave the church, the step father has halted all contact and the family is not talking to me. My aunt and uncle, everyone. I am so damn mad. I did nothing wrong but am apologizing relentlessly trying to calm the waters down. I was not able to talk to Roy yesterday at church and they rushed him off with the youth pastor for the day so I would have no contact with him. I knew he was hurting, but was unable to reach him. I did not sleep at all last night and am trying to deal with this at work. All I want to do is cry.
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