my parents don't give up in destroying my life or should i say my emotional self. it doesn't matter what my accomplishments are...never good enough, sick of it. they live too close and it is a community that is goody goody so they think that i am a failure and they let me know this all of the time. i just took a surveying final and got a 95%, you would think that getting a grade like that would make them proud of me..my siblings are always praised and treated good. what is wrong with me to be so hated. all i feel is hate, i am different but in a good way. i would give my shirt off of my back for anyone that needed it....still not good enough...never good enough. just had to vent...i wish that my accomplishments were validated... need to let them go and realized that is the only way they will ever be... all i ever wanted was to be loved and never knew what that was...
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