i do realize there are not alot of men in this group, and reading some of the posts that i have i am ashamed to be a man compared to some of it. but anyhow, i am here not sure if i belong here or not, but i am. i was abused severly by a cousin as a child both physically sexually and emotionaly, i was different due to it and grownig up, i was bullied adn beaten uop alot by my peers, after a while i thought its what i deserved, due to my past,
i was emotionally abused by my real father who left when i was very yuoung he and my mother divorced and he moved to another state but his family was here, he would constantly tell my mother that he was going to look for me and just take me so i was alway petrified of guys, cause i did not know what he looked like. all in all i am still here i survived it and even though i have my issues, i perservered. now a guy may not be who many of you want to talk to about this kind of stuff and i understand totally and i hoep you all dont mind if i put in my opininon on stuff, i just like to help, besides all i put above, i deal with a daughter who has aspergers and that puts more stress on me, anyhow just wanted to say hi, i recently came to alot or realizations about myself so i am trying a different approach, feel free to look at my profile if ya want and take care