Physical & Emotional Abuse Support Group
Abuse is a general term for the treatment of someone that causes some kind of harm (to the abused person, to the abusers themselves, or to someone else) that is unlawful or wrongful. No one deserves abuse, period. Abuse can be emotional, physical, or sexual.
I really dont know what to think right now. Just got off the phone with my mom. Not sure what happened but she said that "shit hit the fan" finally around there between my middle brother and my 16yr old baby brother and my dad. Well they either got kicked out or they left not sure cause my mom said she couldn't talk about it cause dad was home, and she cant talk to me about stuff when he is around.
OMG when will it ever end!!! That man has created and ruined 5 peoples lives!! now my baby brother is caught up in it too!!! HE wonders why nobody wants to come around him or speak to him. I hate him!!! I hate him so much!! First he ruined my life, I have major depression, panic attacks, anxiety and ptsd from the abuse he put us through. I got out when I was 18. My brothers have all turned to drugs to cope with the pain.
I just want to scream at the top of my lungs..."WHY?!?!" why did you have to be like this. was it worth it to you you old ass hole to loose everybody and everything that you may have cared about cause no nobody cares about you. I hope that one day all the pain and missory that you put me and my familythough will come back to you.
I dont know.... I guess I'm just venting.
OMG when will it ever end!!! That man has created and ruined 5 peoples lives!! now my baby brother is caught up in it too!!! HE wonders why nobody wants to come around him or speak to him. I hate him!!! I hate him so much!! First he ruined my life, I have major depression, panic attacks, anxiety and ptsd from the abuse he put us through. I got out when I was 18. My brothers have all turned to drugs to cope with the pain.
I just want to scream at the top of my lungs..."WHY?!?!" why did you have to be like this. was it worth it to you you old ass hole to loose everybody and everything that you may have cared about cause no nobody cares about you. I hope that one day all the pain and missory that you put me and my familythough will come back to you.
I dont know.... I guess I'm just venting.
deleted_user
Im really sorry, my stepfather was abusive and I would ask him why he would hurt me and my sister and he said that he wasnt hurting anyone. Maybe your father doesn't think he is really hurting his family? Maybe, still I am very sorry, it is so hard especially when you are family with them, you want to love them but it is so hard.
ladykinus
thanks. no he knows he is being like that. He used to say afterwards.."there maybe that will teach you a lesson". I'm just so hurt right know cause it sucks so bad that so many lives a ruined because of him! I have issues and my brothers have issues of their own now that they will have to suffer with for the rest of their lives too. They are so smart and have so much potential that is just going down the drain cause they are now useing drugs to try to cope with the pain. My mom is brainwashed and an almost empty emotionless shell now. I'm just so angry!!! everytime I think I have put him behind me... stuff like this comes up that makes all the nightmares and anxiety of just remebering come back and I'm back to square one again mentally and emotionally.
deleted_user
oh I see, thats hard, I'm not sure what you could do. That sounds really very frustrating. I guess I would focus on helping your brothers stop using drugs. Except I don't know what you could do about having all those memories come back. Im really sorry
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