LindaJean
Hi - I used to be a member of this group and I don't know why but I fell of the list or something like that.
Today my heart is breaking. My dog, Heinze, that I rescued almost 14 years ago is dying. He has been with me through thick and thin. He is a beautiful, strong, brave, intelligent and sometimes funny guy. He's a black shepherd mix.
I am going to miss him so much and this happened so fast. It seems like just a few weeks ago he was playing with my other rescue in the back yard but he has been having seizures and he had a very big one last Thursday night. Since then he is having trouble walking and can hardly get his breath when he takes just a few steps. I took him to the vet when he first started going down hill and they said there was nothing they could do because this is just age. He's now almost 98 in people years and I guess they are right.
Heinze is like family - actually in light of what my family is like - he's better than family - he is my baby - my boy. This is such a hard part of having animals - they become such a part of one's life but they can't stay for the whole time - they have to go. I keep remembering when he was so strong and now he can barely get up - or lift his head very high.
Thank you for reading this - I needed to share my sorrow. I just don't know what I am going to do without him. If I didn't have my other dog, little Millie, that I got as a companion for Heinze - I would be so lost.
Today my heart is breaking. My dog, Heinze, that I rescued almost 14 years ago is dying. He has been with me through thick and thin. He is a beautiful, strong, brave, intelligent and sometimes funny guy. He's a black shepherd mix.
I am going to miss him so much and this happened so fast. It seems like just a few weeks ago he was playing with my other rescue in the back yard but he has been having seizures and he had a very big one last Thursday night. Since then he is having trouble walking and can hardly get his breath when he takes just a few steps. I took him to the vet when he first started going down hill and they said there was nothing they could do because this is just age. He's now almost 98 in people years and I guess they are right.
Heinze is like family - actually in light of what my family is like - he's better than family - he is my baby - my boy. This is such a hard part of having animals - they become such a part of one's life but they can't stay for the whole time - they have to go. I keep remembering when he was so strong and now he can barely get up - or lift his head very high.
Thank you for reading this - I needed to share my sorrow. I just don't know what I am going to do without him. If I didn't have my other dog, little Millie, that I got as a companion for Heinze - I would be so lost.
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Just know we are all thinking of you....and when the time comes, say goodbye to your friend Heinze, knowing you gave him the best life he could have....one with much love.
I am so sorry about your fur baby; I understand how much it hurts.
I'm so sorry for your loss. Last year my ex put my kitty (16 year old) tabby "Jackson" to sleep. He wouldn't let me have him and he didn't want to deal with Jack's athritis. I got Otis shortly after losing my Jack. He has been a blessing.
Hang in there and know that when he does pass on he is going to a better/happier/healthier place where he will play and run free and be happy for ever. Hugs CathyM
If it should be I grow frail and weak,
And pain should wake me from my sleep,
Then you must do what must be done,
For this last battle can't be won.
You will be sad, I understand,
Don't let your grief then stay your hand,
For this day more than all the rest,
Your love and friendship stand the test.
We've had so many happy years,
What is to come will hold no fears,
You'll not want me to suffer, so
When the time comes, please let me go.
I know in time you will see,
It is kindness you do to me,
Although my tail it's last has waved,
From pain and suffering I've been saved.
Do not grieve that it should be you,
Who has to decide this thing to do.
We've been so close, we two, these years
Don't let your heart hold any tears.
From your loving Pet.