i died when Rocky died . he was my only companion. i have no family, my parents are gone, my dogs are gone, never married, no friends, no siblings & i dont have ANYONE to talk to except on DS. im trying to hang on, but what for? so i can be alone the rest of my life. it'll all depend on where i end up at the end of June. i cant bring a new tiny dog here with all the leashless pitbulls. i got bit in the stomach a few years ago protecing my Rudy from a vicious dog. You'd have to read my journal -which i wouldnt wish on anyone- to know how sick i am & how hopeless. you neednt reply. i just needed to get the despair off my chest