I lost my best friend, Hoss, a wolfdog I had the priviledge of knowing for 10 years. It has been months now since I lost him, but I just cannot snap out of the deep sadness and grief. I cry everyday for him. My therapist says it takes time, bu the pain is just as strong today as the day I lost him. I have a new dog now and can't seem to let myself get close to him. He loves me, this I know for sure but it doesn't seem like I can let go and love him back. I am just thankful that my husband loves him very much and can give him what I can't. so now I not only am still dealing with the agony of loss but guilt that I can't let myself show love to the new guy. I'm struggling.
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