I'm having a really difficult time with this... my faithful companion for just about 15 years has passed on.... He was the most wonderful loving dog that a person could ask for... and I was lucky enough to have him... I had to take him to the vets office today for his final visit... I felt horrible... he's been ill this time for just about a month... with the last week being more difficult on him... He had started having seizures and they scared him... and last night when he had his last seizure he yelped and I knew he was hurting and there was nothing that I could do but hold him... but he was scared. I know he was... and today Iheld him again when he breathed his last breath... they (vet) gave him a sedative and then an injection so that he could go from this world to the next without hurting... I'll allways love my baby dog... I'm sitting here wondering did I do the right thing... I just didn't want him hurting he was too good a dog... and now... with what was happening vet figured brain tumor i couldn't let him suffer... I'm hoping that what I've done is humane.. but none the less... it hurts... I'll miss him he was allways within 3 feet of me... never further... actually for the last month I've been sleeping on the couch... cuz I didn't want him to go up the stairs I was worried he would fall... so tonight I'll miss my bud.... bye bye bearsy...
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