am havein a really bad day and night i just want to feel better am going that bad i dont want to go out see people wot should i do i just feel like end it wots the point in going on am sitting here thinking should i write a letter to say bye to all i just dont care nomore the doc just gives me diazpam sleepers wots the point i just hate everythink my life the world i hate i just cant go on nomore i just want to hurt myself i know i willbe hurting my kids but whot kind of mum cant be happy and go do things and stop being so mad at the world am so scared of the world wots outside ii have lovley kids a nice boyfriend but my heads all over the place i cant be with them i cant stand being with me am write to you all as iv go no one to understand i want to be happy have more kids but how can i with my mad head they would take them away am sorry but i just hate hate hate
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