Personality Disorders Support Group
Personality disorders form a class of mental disorders that are characterized by long-lasting rigid patterns of thought and behaviour. Personality disorders are seen by the American Psychiatric Association as an enduring pattern of inner experience and behavior that deviates markedly from the expectations of the culture of the individual who exhibits it.
am havein a really bad day and night i just want to feel better am going that bad i dont want to go out see people wot should i do i just feel like end it wots the point in going on am sitting here thinking should i write a letter to say bye to all i just dont care nomore the doc just gives me diazpam sleepers wots the point i just hate everythink my life the world i hate i just cant go on nomore i just want to hurt myself i know i willbe hurting my kids but whot kind of mum cant be happy and go do things and stop being so mad at the world am so scared of the world wots outside ii have lovley kids a nice boyfriend but my heads all over the place i cant be with them i cant stand being with me am write to you all as iv go no one to understand i want to be happy have more kids but how can i with my mad head they would take them away am sorry but i just hate hate hate
I'm sorry to tell you dear, but your kids would be a lot more than hurt. They would be ruined. They would much rather have a depressed mom than no mom.
If you get a better doc. maybe they can even help the depression and you could be the mom you want to be.
If you end it now, there is no hope for a better future. It ruins everyone. Ruin is the word instead of hurt. Please get a new doc. and share how you are feeling.