I was told by a pro psy nurse that only people with multipul(sp) personiolity dissorder(or now known as dissotive personility dissorder) dissoite. The web as absolutly no good info on this. I have the BPD survival guide book and it say's we can. So I'm very confused. I gey 'floty' feelings sometimes and when I was young i meantall checked out for several houres and had no clue what I was doing during those times. I stated out reeading a book or listing to music but could not remember what songs or what chaptores I read. In fact huge houres of time were compleatly blanked out as if I was sleeping. I did have milder epesodes while I was in school starting a class and blanking out but I took notes while I was doing so. Most of the time I did those sever eposodes I was in my room so if my personility changed during those times I would not know. I don't have much of the full senceory blankout but a weard floty feeling were my mind doesn't conncect with my body. Example: I know I'm breathing when Im going to sleep but I can't feel myself do it, or if I'm awake I can't feel myself walk or touch things. If it's not dissociation what is it. When I come to from these eposodes it unnerves me. I'm afraid that I might go back to my self harming behavers if they contune. I haven't cut myself in over a year and don't want to. I hardly have thoughts of self harm much and I'd like to keep it that way.So please help me understand or share youre experance. It's scary for me
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