My daughter' abuser, was her step dad, we have one son together. He was found not guilty by a jury and now is requesting short visitations with my son. He hasn't seen him in 2 years.
I haven't received a summons for court, I just happened to see my son's ad liem? In the store the other day and he said oh they have a court date. I was like what?!! I haven't even gotten a lawyer yet. In as hoping and praying he wasn' going to pursue any custody or visitation. My son is 4, he has no recollection of this man. And I am fighting to not run away.
As his mom works in the sherrifs office I know that the courts will be biased. I am so worried something will happen to my son. He was always mean and abusive to me and my kids, and had no patience with them.
I have no cards to play though. I have this amazing little boy, who is my everything, my daughter who is scarred from his abuse.and now I have to hand my son over to this man!
What am I going to do
Just for info......I went onto the PTSD group......I don't know how many of you have been there?......but virtually every member of that group has been sexually abused......usually as children......I just feel sick......it is every-where and all pervading......I just can't bare it at the moment
I feel like I am wasting the beautiful precious years of my dd growing up, feeling ill, depressed and traumatised.....whatever treatments there are, they are not a cure for what has happened to our kids......to us......I don't wanna to kill my ex partner, my daughters biological father, death is too good for him, but god help me I wish he would suffer......but he truelly does not because he is...