Today in my email I got the results of my sons polygraph. The test was taken about a month ago, we have been waiting to see the actual results. They told us he "passed" regarding other victims, etc. But when I read the results I ended up right back at the beginning. I am angry and sick and want to hurt him. It turns out, besides my daughter, he also touched a neighbor girl that was at our house playing - she is a few years older than my daughter and about 4 years younger than my son. and had her touch him. (we knew about this one about the time of the polygraph, he must have figured out we would find out anyway) I have been pushing them to report it, finally they have. BUT, it shows on the polygraph that he tried to touch another one of my daughters friends. It says he unsuccessfully tried to touch her.

The thing that makes me angry all over again is that I specifically asked hm about her. She was at our house a lot because I watched her for an hour or two after school until her mom got home from work. Do I tell her mom and ruin our friendship? It says he was unsuccessful and the girl never acted like she didn't want to come over. BUT? I have to do the right thing. Would I want another mother to tell me if she found out about it? It also says he exposed himself in our living room hoping the little girl would see him. It also says he stole my daughters underware to masterbate. HOW SICK. I can't take this. I don't know if I can go to the counseling session.

I had felt like we had made some good progress with him at the last session. He actually looked me in the eye a few times and talked about the way he felt about things. He hadn't looked me in the eye since everything came out. He NEVER talked about his true feelings about things before, so I took it as a sign that he was really reflecting on what he had done and that he wanted to get better. NOW I just want to kick him. If I go tonight it will be a step backwards because I am going to be on the "attack" He is going to have to answer questions he thought had been laid to rest. I am back to not believing him. It also says that he moved around a lot and took lots of deep breaths. The examiner couldn't determine if this was on purpose or not, but it did make determining the results difficult on some of the questions. He has ADD and they have lowered his dose of medication at the treatment facility, so it could have been that, but how can I know. How can I trust that I have the truth if he was trying to deceive????

I don't know what to do. I have warned him several times that if he hasn't been completely honest and I find out about it, I AM DONE. So? Am I done? Do we ever just give up on our kids? AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!