I really don't know what to do. I'll be okay then I'll get cranky moody and anxious for no reason. Either no reason or something small will set me off and just completely switch. I have mild bipolar disorder as well as the panic disorder so I guess it co-exists and feeds off each other. It's hard for me to hold a job because I have trouble focusing. I blank out and will obsess over messing up and then I'll feel like I can't function, I want to leave and I mess up simply because I just blank out, get anxious and my self esteem and mood go down the drain. It really is so uncontrollable for me. I'll feel great and it'll just go away like that. I get scared of life and then I'm scared of dying. It's completely insane. I used to have panic attacks every day and be debilitated completely and I've come so far. I'm not always feeling it but it's just been bad lately. I'm on 20mgs of prozac, just raised it to 40mg so well see how that goes. I' m also on lamictol 300mgs for the bipolar and it's so so lately. I also am so spazzy and forget to take them sometimes. I feel like a hectic mess. I called to make an aptment with a therapist and I'm hoping that will help as well. I used to see one but my problem is when I start to feel better it's kinda like "Oh, I don't need this anymore" I just need someone to talk to I guess to maybe just listen and give me advice. I'd like some kind of a pen pal who could relate to me. Please feel free to message me :) I'll be glad to help as well!