I am on disability for depression, anxiety and OCD. I wake up and have no energy. I don't feel like doing anything. I sleep too much. I'm lazy, I guess. I'm ashamed of my life. When I have a PA, I feel like I'm going to go crazy, lose contro and just freak out. I have talked to other people who have PA's but not all of them have the same symptoms. I know that everyone's PA's are a little different. I just want to know if anyone else has the scary thoughts, fear of going crazy and derealization like me? I worry that my PA's are different from everyone else's and maybe I really am just crazy.
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