Today I went to my psychiatrist and was attempting to remain cool headed. She got lippy with me for the last time. No more letting these doctors walk on me. I used to see a different doctor at that practice, but she left and moved to Florida. She was a really good doc and so kind. She had me on Xanax as needed and Celexa. Once she left I got this new doctor who doesn't like to prescribe Xanax or valium or any of those types of drugs. She said she would only give them o me for emergencies, so I have been forced to ONLY take them rarely and suffer. At the time the panic attacks I had were reasonable and I was getting through the days and rarely taking those meds, but having them on hand for the bad attacks really helped. Lately the panic attacks have become worse and I am taking (1) 5mg valium per day. My now EX- psychiatrist refused to prescribe even that. I told her from all the research I have done online that is a normal therapy and not excessive for someone that is having panic attacks just sitting in there home for no reason. She said looking up things online does not give me a medical degree. I am not a person to antagonize or speak down to, I will fire back when treated like I am a worthless. So I let the bitch have it verbally and told her I would get help somewhere else, She threw me out of her office and I am done with doctors that are not going to help me. Six years of dealing with these people that I can only refer to as human garbage is over. I will not let these leeches feed off my co-pays and medical insurance anymore. If the one thing I can get out there to panic attack suffers is, don't keep going to the same doctor if what they are doing isn't helping you. Don't fear the change and the unknown, there has to be someone out there to help us, and it is our job to find them.