I am not able to sleep right now. My t.v. service has been interupted due to some bad weather. I called my cable service provider to see what was wrong. Anyway, my hands started shaking, sweating and I suddenely felt scared like I was going crazy. My biggest problem is I'm afraid I'll go crazy. I have even imagined in my mind me going out of control and the cops showing up and saying "Is there a problem here ma'am?" That thought just scares me! I get afraid I'll run to the neighbors house for help, or call someone late at night when they are asleep. Sometimes I worry that my panic attacks really aren't panic attacks. I have the physical symptoms, but the actual fear is the worst for me! I'm even feeling anxious about typing these feelings out. Does anyone else have such bad fears of going crazy, too?
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