I lost both of my parents in 2006 within7 months of each other. I have 4 sisters, 3 of whom I talk to. I have one sister who has invited me to Savannah to spend Christmas with her, her boyfriend, and my neice. Only, she wants me to drive there. I haven't driven that far by myself ever! I was so thankful when I could actually get back to driving at all. My sisters don't understand. They know that I'm on disability for depression, anxiey and OCD, but they seem to also think that if I push myself hard enough that I will get better. I have tried to push myself. Maybe all of my lonliness is my own fault. Anyway, my sister will not understand if I can't drive the 5 or more hours that it takes to get to Savannah from where I am here in Cartersville, Georgia. Today is Thanksgiving(yesterday really, it's almost 4 o'clock in the morning now.) I spent today alone. I just want to know if there is anyone else that is as alone as I am? I feel so lonely, and I feel that I am the only person in the world that is this lonely.
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