Sometimes when I have OCD, I have the most ridiculous thoughts that are almost laughable, but they really bother me. This is going to sound silly, but if I put on a pair of underwear and have a bad thought, I will change the underwear, and if I don't change the underwear I will think about it all day and feel really anxious, like that underwear are bad luck. Also, certain things that I had when my parents were alive I don't want to touch, like they are contaminated with death or something. If I touch something and have a scary thought, I will wash my hands. Today after I took a shower, I put on a clean pair of underwear and have obssessed about it since I put them on, because I had these underwear even before my father died. In fact, I think he bought them for me for Christmas on year. I have scary thoughts about things that I am afraid to even write about, because it's like I'm afraid the thoughts will come true. Does anyone else have things like this happen?
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