Youre so fucking right m8. At 19 i was diagnosed with scoliosis and now im 20 and since then i cant think of something other than scoliosis. I think its my fucking fault because i was severly underweight at 55 kg from 16 to 19 years as a boy due to psychosis and anxiety. Probably had malnutrition or something that caused or worsened my scoliosis. Its 25° S curve.

I cant even workout properly anymore its so annoying

Me!!!!!

i empathize....i'm so tired of it as well..

I'm not stuck anymore because I finally figured out my birth family got me raped three times. Also it was just part of their plan to get me to kill myself. I have dealt with anxiety and depression all my life. I could not figure it out. I thought my Mom was my best friend. Turns out she didn't want me to have any friends. I don't either only one who lives 3 states away.My Mom is a bible thumping covert narcissist /psychopath. So are all the rest of her clan. I guess (?) I am the lucky one I was their victim for 59 years. But at least all the guilt and anxiety are gone now. I can finally move on.

I hope you know Jesus would not have treated someone that way, so if you mean she has treated you unfairly Jesus would not do that to you. Humans are a poor representation of Christ. Anyway, glad to hear you don’t feel stuck anymore. Will pray for you.

I'm so with you!!
I've been suffering since I was 11yr.s old and there have been times in my life, more so now than ever before actually, where it, on top of everything else, adds to my exhaustion,weariness, the burden that I bear,the weight that I bear, etc.. It gets to the point where I ask(even though it's stupid and pointless to do so) these three ques.s:"Will it ever end and if so when?", other times"Will I have to bear this till the day I die or will it some way, some how end before I do?", and still other times" Will I be given peace,at least in this, before I die or do I have to wait till the next life to receive peace in this area as well?".