Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) Support Group
Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) is a psychiatric disorder, more specifically, an anxiety disorder. OCD is manifested in a variety of forms, but is most commonly characterized by a subject's obsessive (repetitive, distressing, intrusive) thoughts and related compulsions (tasks or rituals) which attempt to neutralize the obsessions.

Anyway, I don’t know if you’re interested in advice for things to help your OCD or if you’re just venting, so I’ll leave it at that, but I can relate and sorry you experience this kind of stuff too :(
Best of luck with this. I hope you find some relief soon!