I was diagnosed with OCD about 15 years ago while suffering post-partum depression. I took Zoloft for a time. No longer do and most of the time I am ok. I still have the tendency to obsessive thoughst tho. Right now I am obsessing about an illicit internet relationship. I should be putting it behind me and focussing on my family. All I can think about day and night is this man. I have a sex/love addiction in addition to OCD. Last night I saw him after an absence and said something he misunderstood..he left abruptly...then came back briefly to say he would see me soon, but he did have to go. I am obsessing that he has taken what I said to heart and won't want to see me. I wonder why I should care? I joined the sex addiction board because I want to put this behind me. I need to get a grip. How can I get him out of my head...without meds?
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