Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) Support Group
Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) is a psychiatric disorder, more specifically, an anxiety disorder. OCD is manifested in a variety of forms, but is most commonly characterized by a subject's obsessive (repetitive, distressing, intrusive) thoughts and related compulsions (tasks or rituals) which attempt to neutralize the obsessions.
I honestly feel like i dont exist! Ppl treat individuals with an illness as if they r not worth the time it takes to pick up a phone to say hello! I wonder why i am even here anymore! I sit here with tears b/c ocd is capital punishment in itself but having to deal with it alone just adds to the sentence! I dont feel loved by any means of word! I am alone everyday and i doubt if anyone even thinks about me! I used to have one good friend but no longer wish to look in his face b/c of his apathetic view of me
I think that loneliness is a hard part of this disease. Not everyone is willing to deal with the complex nature of our affliction. It has become easier for me through the years to seclude myself from everyone but my family. I kind of just gave up on hoping for a relationship or a family. You have to invest so much of yourself into a new relationship and it hurts when things don't work out. I would tell you that you should never give up. I have become comfortable with being alone, but it shouldn't have to be that way. I truly do believe that there is someone perfect for every one of us. I would just advise you to keep trying. It hurts sometimes.
I just wanted you to know that I think I understand exactly what you are saying. I will be praying for you. I know things will be alright. Just don't give up!