Hi, i’m 19 years old, and I have been suffering from intrusive thoughts. I’m dating this amazing guy who really cares about me and makes me laugh, but I keep getting thoughts that I don’t like him and that I want to cheat on him with this other guy I am definitely not attracted to (He is not good or healthy for me). I feel terrible thinking these thoughts because it makes me question whether or not I’m a good person. I know I would never want to cheat or hurt anyone!! But my thoughts make me think that that’s who I am—and it hurts my heart and mind everyday. I have had these thoughts with my previous boyfriends, but I think it was because they were toxic relationships. But when I finally found someone who really makes me happy, I still get these thoughts. I want them to go away. Thank you for your time. Any help is greatly appreciated.
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