Well, would you be willing to open up a little about why you think you want to leave him? Is he doing something that's making you feel bad about the relationship, or are they just harmful intrusive thoughts that have no true basis other than in OCD?

It might be a good idea to talk to him about it and explain about the nature of intrusive thoughts related to OCD and anxiety disorders. Perhaps he would be able to work through it with you and help you to identify the difference between intrusive thoughts and real concerns.

I'm struggling with the opposite situation, unfortunately. I want to run toward someone with all my heart, but I'm stuck in between crappy circumstances and the idea that maybe he doesn't want me around. Trying to tell myself that the not-wanting-me-around thing might just be harmful intrusive thought, but... What if it isn't?

I hope it works out for you. Maybe look into re-starting or readjusting meds, too.

Hi there, thank you for your reply. He’s done nothing wrong. It’s just my IT ... also as for your problem you could try journaling to get your thoughts onto paper instead of them building up in your brain x

Hey I’m Matthew I’m always here if you ever need or want to talk or anything and I know exactly how you feel I have the same thoughts but about my friends leaving

Yeah, I would try to include him in your mental health, then. If he's made aware of what is happening in your head, maybe he could help you identify triggers and relieve your concerns when they come up.

Also, thanks for the advice, too. I'm probably going to do that. If you ever want to talk privately, pm me some time!

Thanks both of you x

I’ve sent you a private message I think elsfensome

Hi everyone, my main issue is that it's hard for me to every come together with all my diagnosis and comprehend them when everyone that supposedly love me just takes it as its a "pity party time" or here she's rambling again, or stop being crazy over analyzing or your being insensitive, or its always about you, so dramatic, stop making a big deal. "oh here she goes again finding an excuse", What did I do to you to come out like that to me? That alone is driving me up the wall. Right now I am overly pissed over something that has happened literally I lost count and I'm tired of doing the same thing over and over again and I can't say anything and then I go outside and I look up in the sky and I asked "What is it that I'm doing that I'm stuck in this cycle? Am I not making myself clear? Why am I being push to the extreme, why am I not taking seriously? My mother jokes about my so-call tantrums or outburst but then told to fill out for disability and I guess with the paperwork coming in today, I'm reading it and part of me don't feel like its a disability but more of people lacking respect for me. I take medication for Bipolar II, OCD, PTSD, ADHD, Anxiety, Panic Attack. But I feel it just because I kept quiet for so many years that now I just can't say quiet anymore and regardless of the medicine I'll still get emotional when someone won't bother to listen to perspective, or brush of what I feel about the situation.
No medicine can cure that and I have to watch who and when I say because I can get admitted for saying it, anyone has ever had that issue? or am I on the wrong site for that?