Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) Support Group

Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) is a psychiatric disorder, more specifically, an anxiety disorder. OCD is manifested in a variety of forms, but is most commonly characterized by a subject's obsessive (repetitive, distressing, intrusive) thoughts and related compulsions (tasks or rituals) which attempt to neutralize the obsessions.

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ocdbatgirl 06/25/2012

So a couple weeks ago, I ran out of money and couldnt (and still have been able to) afford to refill my anti depressents/my OCD meds.
The thing is, Ive noticed that my emotions are stronger since Ive been off of them. Like, Ive generally have been so happy, happier than I have been in weeks, like I none of my laughter is forced. I feel good, I want to work out and get in shape. And eat right. But on the flip side, Ive also been moodier and angrier and my OCD has been worsex1000

So, I dont know.should I stay off of them and deal with the effects good and bad or go back on them and have my emotions suppressed? I mean, I dont like the thought of having my true self suppressed by medication butI dont like having my OCD tell me I should kill myself because I cant do something right or because of a mistake I made 10-15 years ago. I dont know. Ugh.

ocdPositive 06/25/2012

I'm sorry that you are faced with this challenge. I know medicine can sometimes be an economic as well as a medical decision. Have you tried speaking with the county community mental health clinic? Also, you might be eligible for free meds through the drug companies. Many drug companies offer free meds if you can prove economic need. First, Google your medicine to find out who makes it, and then Google the name of the drug company and "patient assistance program." This should provide the link to that company's contact info.

As for if you should take the medicine still, I know it can be better sometimes without meds. For me, meds have not solve my problem with OCD, but I know my OCD would be worse without the meds. It is always a cost/benefit analysis. You have to be honest with yourself and go with your heart as to which option is best. I wish you well.

ocdbatgirl 06/27/2012

Well, that is where I go to get my medication. It's 25 per visit and 4 dollars for prescriptions but I've become to poor that I can't even handle that. And I will look into the patient assistance program.

And the meds definitely didn't take away my OCD, like you, it just...softened I guess you could say. It made it less intense.
Thank you very much for your kind words and helpful advice

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