Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) Support Group
Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) is a psychiatric disorder, more specifically, an anxiety disorder. OCD is manifested in a variety of forms, but is most commonly characterized by a subject's obsessive (repetitive, distressing, intrusive) thoughts and related compulsions (tasks or rituals) which attempt to neutralize the obsessions.
I have troubles setting and maintaining boundaries with my thinking. I tend to take everything in all at once and think repetively about the things that bother me. For instance the whole concept of God. There is no answer that anyone can say with 100% certainty that there is or isn't one. This issue nags at me constantly and since there is no definite answer my OCD freaking has a hay day and lives there. Other issues at work when there is silence or no communicate I feel like people are disrespecting me or not bringing me into the conversation and then my mind runs with it. I'm really tired and discouraged with my present faith or lack there of and it feels like there is no peace in my life. I really don't want to go on.
I believe completely in God. i asked jesus to be my savior after a friend told me about the love of God. I really didnt know much about him then but have since learned that God truly is loving.one of the worst nights of my life with the ocd i thought i couldn't stand living anymore and i asked God to show me he was really with me and loved me even though i couldn't feel him at that time. he showed me with alittle miracle. thankfully i was able to pull it back together. I will pray that God will reveal himself to you and give you peace.hang in there. you are more important then you know. :)