Interesting! Do you know why that is ?

No, which is part of why I was wondering if anyone else had it happen.

It happens to me to. I'm not sure why either. When things are going well it doesn't feel right and I cant just enjoy it. It's weird maybe I will be able to explain it better. Anxiety could be that you want to do well i.e sport, or someone you like and want to come across well.

I don't know if this relates but I have gone overboard on activities I like-love until I am frenzied and obsessed and it becomes a compulsion. I colored so many doodle art posters I had no idea what to do with them, I felt compelled to color.

I made notebooks with magazine photos i pasted into collages, made so many that I was overloaded with them, was obsessed with finding photos, would get into a frenzy of cutting out photos and pasting them, hurriedly so and not thinking much about why I felt the need to. Then I let them collect dust, finally threw them away, I don't know why.

Movies used to, still do affect me so much I'd cry or dwell on them, they were so beautiful and profound, and I felt I could never grasp or hold close enough the feeling, the emotion. It was indescribable the emotions and obsession I felt. I would get anxious, worn out from the emotion.

Maybe you feel so much and is overwhelming or you are obsessing although you like them into anxiety. I try to be more moderate on things i like now.

A movie I saw called Lost Horizon the one made in 1974, I obsessed so much over it my family and friends asked me to stop. I could not thinking about it, saw it many times. I loved it. thought about it endlessly and felt affected very deeply by it. I still think about that time an dhow everyone around me was saying Stop! Stop it!
I was anxious, I felt that I could not control my obsession over it