Hey, so this is my first post in this page, not sure if someone will read it but at least I have the opportunity to share what I feel with someone that might be feeling the same way. 

Ive been obese my entire life (26 years old now), never had a boyfriend and always feel ashamed of how I look, of what I wear and of what I eat. Ive tried several times in the past with all sorts of diets but never succeded (well I did once but I gain my weight a year later). So is not that I havent tried to change but I usually find myself asking why if others have succeed why Im not able to do it? What is wrong with me? 

Lately ive been looking for surgical options but I dont have the financial resources to get it done. Im constantly feeling that if I dont stop myself and start again I could get very sick. 

Today Im just sad, and just wanted to share my feelings with people that understand me, cause Im tired of listening “Is all in your head” “Just stop eating” “Is easy”

Anyway thanks for listening and hope today you are feeling better than me.