Hey all, I have always struggled with my weight. I was always the biggest girl in class who never fit in those oh so small desks properly. I wore adult size clothes as a kid. I weighed more than most adults as a child. I have been made fun of and teased for my weight and being so fat as a child and even now in my early 20's. I hit 330 lbs in high school and hit my heaviest at 460 by the age of 21. I have had some success with weight loss but it eventually piles back on. I struggle with binge eating. I struggle with motivation. Part of me thinks this is what I am supposed to be and the other part of me is determined to work harder to drop a couple hundred lbs. 

I'm not looking to be super skinny or have abs or even a flat belly. I just want to be healthier and the best version of me. I have PCOS which makes it a bit harder to lose weight though it's not impossible. 

I guess I am hoping to gain some insight from others, motivation, encouragement, and maybe make friends with people who are in a similar situation as me. Weight loss is hard to do but I know it can be done. 

I have so much more to share but I'll keep this post on the shorter side. Thank you all for listening.