I am 26 years old, 5'5 and 225 pounds. Last year I was able to get down to 197 and thought I would stick with the program I was on but my husband wasn't supportive at all and it was hard to stick to the diet and gym routine. I desperately want to start again but I dont have the motivation or drive(and time to be honest) I know people say you will make time but I am a stay at home mom during the day as well as in home day care and work a pt job as soon as my husband gets home. I don't get home until after midnight and wake up around 630 every morning. I could go when I get off work but I am already so tired in the mornings I dont know if I could handle even less sleep then I am getting. When it comes to the diet part....I completely suck. I will buy healthy foods but then not eat them...when I am alone, usually on my drive home from work I will eat fast food or junk. At night I will think to myself and say tomorrow you will do good. You will wake up early get dressed, do home exercises, no junk food---then I wake up drag myself out of bed, dont want to do anything and just shove food in my mouth all day. I don't know what to do.