i hate migraines. i hate fibromyalgia. i hate that plans get canceled so many times cuz i can't keep up and i'm either too sick or way too tired or in too much pain OR the whole combo. life just rolls on by while you try your hardest to keep up.

i have long journal entry about what happened that made my frustrations and depression really hit me. and i'm not ever the kind of person to get depressed, but what can i say, i'm only human.

anyway, i thought i'd post this here since i'm trying to get all my thoughts out. the last 3 weeks have been a night mare for me. so if anyone here would like to read my last few journal entries and see if you can relate, i'd like to here your feedback. i won't stay depressed for long cuz i never get that down. so i know i will pull through. i'm just frustrated and sick of living this way. don't worry i'm not gonna do anything stupid. hurting myself will only allow the dark side of life to win, and i can't let myself be defeated by it.

well i hope to hear some feedback of others struggles and triumphs, but just so you know, 2 of the entries are pretty long. so if you do take the time to read it, thank you so much and God bless!