Narcissistic and Sociopathic Abuse Survivors Community Group
This is a S.O.N.S.A. Group - Survivors of Narcissistic and Sociopathic Abuse. People who have Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and/or Antisocial Personality Disorder (APD) create relationships of inevitable harm. This group is for those who are recovering from such relationships.
I am trying to understand how to deal with the abuse I just went through. I feel angry and crazy... I feel destroyed and lonely. I feel like something is wrong with me and am trying to understand why this happened. Am i not good enough? It feels that way. I am afraid of never being loved. I want to disappear. Does any of this get easier? I went from buying a house for him and us and being on the cusp of marriage to being alone and devastated.. broken.
SnowDeer838
Was he ASPD or NPD?
Patricia20
Oh I know exactly what your talking about I just got out of a 14 year relationship with a man that is 100 percent narcissistic and I am struggling so much in every way possible.. he has ruined me psychologically and financially, I am trying to figure out a way to get out of this emotional mess, I am right now doing all I can do to try make it though everyday, It’s weird you know if a man beats you with their fists people see and understand but when he beats you up on the inside which I’m my opinion can be as bad or worse, no one sees it, they don’t understand why you can’t just put it behind you and move on, and that just makes one feel more worthless and stupid .. so I guess I am trying to separate from everyone and everything because I am at the point where I feel alone and I know the only one that can save me is me .. I just need to find the stenght and courage to do that, I came on here to try to connect with people going though the same thing because I am now at the point where I know I am not alone in this battle for my life
Patricia20
I came across an article a few days ago that I think you might find helpful I know I did. I will try to post the link here so you can read it.. here it is I hope you can open it, I know it was a real eye-opener for me.. https://sexinmiami.wordpress.com/2012/02/06/how-falling-in-love-with-a-narcissist-has-changed-me-forever/
neverbetter22
don't know where to start
SmilingGlo
Hi there - I just want to reach out to anyone that feels like there is something wrong with them, or afraid, or lost, or completely perplexed how things reached this point in their life just because you loved the wrong person.. Same here. You're not alone....I didn't know much about NPD until I ran across a generic description and did some research. Wow, 100% pegged it.. So comforting to know there is actually a label for this! Please keep talking to us/each other, don't give up, I see success stories all over, we all deserve to be one. @neverbetter22, or anyone else, feel free to friend me if you want and we can share, we can all heal together.
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