Myasthenia Gravis Support Group
Myasthenia gravis (MG) is a neuromuscular disease leading to fluctuating muscle weakness and fatiguability. The hallmark of myasthenia gravis is muscle weakness that increases during periods of activity and improves after periods of rest. Although myasthenia gravis may affect any voluntary muscle, muscles that control eye and eyelid movement, facial expression, and...
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I am seronegative and most of the people I know with MG are...so that 10-15% number they throw out in the data seems to be way off of reality. All that said....here is what I have to share: I did not have a tensilon test @ cleveland clinic as the MD's felt the single fiber emg was safer overall. They did not say the tensilon test was inaccurate, just that they would do a SF EMG afterwards anyways. So...I had that done. I failed the test miserably. 5 of 6 nerve pathways controling the function of my eyes were shot totally. The Head of Neurology at Cleveland did the test that day. He did not want to tell me the results as they were still looking at EXTENSIVE bloodwork that was done on me. What he did say made me feel for the first time that I was not crazy! "the test was NOT normal Christy...you failed...there is a real problem here...it is not all in your head as other have told you over and over again" He gave me a hug and said that my primary neuro would let me know the next steps the following day. The next morning I met with my doc and he said that it really looked like MG, but due to one blood test they wanted to rule out Mitochondrial Myopathy. So he asked me to return in a week to have a muscle biposy done. It was no big deal....given everything I had been through I just wanted to KNOW! They had a world renowned Pathologist who worked at the VA in Cleveland come to the OR and take part of the muscle for a "Fresh Tissue" study and the rest was prepped for a frozen tissue study. At the end of all that....the other disease was ruled out and MG officially dx'ed.
It is an emotional roller coaster I know! Just do the best you can...allow yourself the dignity of feeling what you feel. When I woke up in the morning feeling really upset about it all, I made a deal with myself. I went to the microwave in the kitchen and set the timer to 20 mimnutes. For that period of time I let myself have my very own pity party...I cried like crazy, screamed, yelled, cursed, threw things...what I felt like. When the timer went off, I tried to let it go for the day. Not everyday was I able to stop and on those days I decided it was an all day party! :) I went all out and made no apology for my feelings. Usually the next day I was a bit better. I still do this when needed. If it helps you then I am glad I confessed it.
From everything I have read the Tensilon Test is a good test, but outdated....because they have this new fangled equipment to use instead. Try not let this inconsistency between docs frustrate you because it happens and it is out of your control. You know your body and your sx's.
I am here for you if you need to vent or have other questions. I did not have this avenue when I went through it and I felt so ALONE!
Sending you positive energy & thoughts Mary! We are all in this together!! :)
Peace,
Christy
Christy
What I have learned: No one knows my symptoms as well as I do. No doctor has seen me at my worst. No one is as interested in me and my health as I am. Learn that doctors are human and they sometimes make poor statements that might crush and confuse us, but we think they are super-human and hang on every word that they say. MG is rare -- don't believe doctors who say that they know everything about it unless they are a world-renown expert in the field of MG.
Hang in there. You will probably find your best supportive friends here on this forum because THEY understand. Even your closest friends might not understand why you want to be diagnosed with a serious illness. When I received a final (?) diagnosis from an expert at Hopkins after 14 years of confusion, my closest friends could not understand why I was so happy.
Whether you find a conclusive diagnosis or not, educate yourself and be confident to question doctors until you get some help for your symptoms.
May you have better days ahead!
BayLady