Was sad to see it go! And, it would have been nice to have been dressed & to have gotten to the pharmacy to meet Tom to get my script before they showed up, but!? Oh well!? I got my script anyway!

I called my friend, Tom, to help me with my co-pay on my script, so he was going to try & do that & I was supposed to meet him at the pharmacy up the road when they did, but then as I was changing & getting ready, they showed up at my gate to get the van! So I told them that they were welcomed to it, but they would have to wait for me to get changed & get some shoes on & get my stuff out first! So they did!

My friend called in the mean time for me to meet him there & I had to tell him that I was tied up with them! He waited a little bit for me to maybe come, & then realized that it was taking a while & so he just came on down to the house & brought the medicine to me.

They sent me a certified letter, just to tell me what I already knew, that she was going to sell it at an auction! And, I needed certified mail to tell me that??? Anyway, it's gone now! What upsets me about the whole thing is this: It was totally paid for in cash, & the only reason that it had a loan against it was because of my son. And, because of him doing me the way that he did me & because of him sticking it to me, they took MY VAN!!!

And, it just brings up bad feelings with my son again!? I just can't forget that he caused this! Having said that!? I DO STILL LOVE HIM!!! But sometimes, LOVE HURTS!!!! :(

By the skin of my teeth I got to see my boys Friday! But it was hard to take them & my van all leaving Sat... morning.... So between that & the horrible cold, windy, drabby, wet weather it has just been a really sucky time for me...

But it's not been all bad!!! :)

I have a new baby! She came two days before I said goodbye to my boys Friday. The lady that was fostering them out had me to come out & to spend some time with them & to say goodbye... She has a georgeous peaceful place by the lake! She lives in this older wonderful home & just has it decorated up sooo nicely with the nicest things! not modern stuff! But stuff that really fits the home.

Anyway, this guy, that I had gotten my male Britt from, that became my service dog, well, this little GIRL is out of his same bloodline. I think my Chaser's mom is her grandmother!? But you talk about one smart little show beauty of a dog, BOY SHE IS!!! SHE IS SOOOOO INCREDIABLY BEAUTIFUL!!! AND, MARKED UP IN SUCH AN AMAZING WAY!!! AND, SMART AS HELL!!!! She has been sleeping with me every night, & then stays in her carrier when I'm gone...

She & the others really get along well right now & she has brought out the pup in all of them!! They love to play together! And, my Star, which she will look a lot like when she's grown; the one that has ongoing pancreatitis & seizures, well, she thinks that this is her baby! SHE LOVES HER!!! AND, THEY TOTALLY LOVE EACH OTHER! They seem to be really good for each other!?

And, my other 3 girls have just been amazing!!! So I expect that she will too!? If all goes well, she will be as smart as Chaser & will be my Service Dog predacesor!? And, she has just been the funniest, most prettiest thing!

She intertains herself by taking a tennis ball & chewing on it first, then she will spit it out making it roll across the floor. Then she will chase it across the floor & catch it, & then do it all over again! And, she gets my shoes, & carries them around like a big girl, even though they are bigger then her! LOL :)

Follows me everywhere jumping on my legs to pick her up the second that I stop.... She loves attention!!! Of course! Well! When she first came she didn't!? She had lived in an outdoor pen & had not been on any ride or in a house, so it was all new to her!

He had sent me a picture of her & had told me that she came out of Chaser's bloodline.... And, when I saw her pic.... & knew that, & that she was the last girl in this litter of his, I just HAD to say YES!!! :) Esp... my heart! Because it was breaking over the loss of my other boys! And, then losing my van on top of that! She has truly been a God Sent!!!!

She has really helped me to get through all of this loss & great depression! She makes me smile, laugh, & focus on other, better, more fun things! She has been great for my mental!!

Even my BBF thought that she was the most adorable thing that she's ever seen... And, she's not even a dog person! Said that nobody could resist her--the new pup! I am still tossing around names, but like: Autum Sky, & Sandy Beach the best! Was going to go with the first one, but I think that I might just go with the second one!?

My PT is going really well on my hands! Just went today!

Then stopped here to check my emails, & do a small amount of work on my computer! But it's getting dark here really quick & I got to get home! I got babies to let out, & to feed super to! And, I got to eat super myself! I'm starving!

So anyway!? Just giving the good & bad updates! But it's getting late now & I AM FREEZING HERE!!! So I got to go for now! Check in later guys!

TAKE CARE ALL..... AND, MY MANY MANY PRAYERS & MEDIATIONS TO ALL OF THE PEOPLE & ANIMALS THAT HAVE BEEN HURT OR DESTROYED BY SANDY & THE WINTER STORM COLLISION!!! I AM SOOO SOOO SORRY GUYS!!!!

YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS.........