I just came home because the club that my friends will be going to doesn't have seating and thanks to my flare up I can't stand for more than ten minutes without feeling beat. Television, cats, and my bed won the war tonight!

Yea dude it sux..that time my bf and I went was a month n a half since went went for our friends birthday..I was able to dance for a lil while (no heels only flats) but the club was sssoooooo hot and crowded so after bout 2hrs we had to leave...I look for places. With seating cuz it is a pain..I went to get icecream at the corner store that was my excitement today lol ooo I'm such a wild one!

lol, I went to fuddruckers and now I am on my PS3 watching Netflix. I am getting these massive shooting pains in my neck and left leg, so I knew I wasn't going to dance, but now it is downpouring and humid as hell so damn am I happy I had an excuse to go home.

i have been watching tv... *sigh

i will never be physically "loved" again. i am facing primary progressive ms and i am horrified.

i am young, smart, beautiful, and.... crippled.

it feels as if it's all over for me.

i hope your night turned out better than you suspected..

cheers

@familycat, don't say that. Love is not physical anyways, it is the strongest feeling in the world next to anger. TV has always been the best date ever. I can change the channel when I am bored, turn it off if their is nothing on or I am tired, and it goes with my moods so if I feel like laughing it is comedy, if not I am going to cry with the sappiest chick flick :) I have been diagnosed with RRMS, but I hope that you are just having a bad day and pick back up tomorrow with a positive note. Remember life has its ups and downs and this disease doesn't help, but all we can do is live it and see what happens. (((((((hugs))))))))

Damn phone I've written this post three times!#!!.. ok let me try this again..@family we are hott crippled women! Lol there is someone for everyone sometimes it takes years to find one..I'm only 27 n Jose is 26 n times I get scared.cuz I've had that Convo of maybe he should find someone new...he looked at me like I was crazy.. come on..why wouldn't he want an anxiety ridden temperamental mood swing having Italian looking Hispanic girl wit tattoos?! Lol I'm one of a kind and so are u everyone!!

thanks em and rican... didn't mean to bogart your thread, lol, i was just empathizing with the blues.

i'm working on maintaining a level of contentment and trying to notice anything remotely good while being realistic.

have a good evening.

Don't apologize, it is the way you felt and trust me I don't think we were being that excited about being home on a Saturday night either. At least it is Sunday now and I plan on doing nothing today!

Lol no worries..that's what we all post here for...he came home and I was still up wide awake last nite! Boo but hey he came home right..now Sunday aside from being the Lords day its also lazy day!,!!!