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UPDATE ON THINGS:
I had applied for FEMA. Didn't qualify because we all didn't get killed & most of the community was still here! Stupid! Anyway!? They gave me a name of a guy that was with a church related disaster team. Took him a while to get to me. When he did he said that I needed a roof more! I said, Yes sir I know, but I can't get anybody to help me with it! And, he said, well,we will! I will get to that first!
So, anyway, he gave me a choice of colors, & do to a shipping problem I got the best metal on the market with the 40yr warranty. And, I got my BLUE! My house is white, so it looks Awesome!!!
A guy gave me a car recently! But major major repair & fix up!!! There's a reason he was going to scrape it!
They were taking the van, but then she felt bad & didn't really want to, so she decided to do something weird & off the chart to save it for now!? I went along with it, out of desparation! And, she went down on the payment to try & help! But it needs a battery & several other things. And, I don't have the money. And, the therostat went out the other day & I had to run & get one & a gasket & replace both of those! I DID THAT! IN ABOUT 2 MINUTES!? TOOK MORE TIME TO FIND MY TOOLS THEN IT EVER DID TO CHANGE THAT! HA HA!!!
FUNNY: THE OTHER DAY I GOT MY JUG OF TEA OUT, POURED SOME, THEN INSTEAD OF PUTTING IT BACK IN THE FRIDGE I PUT THE DISHRAG BACK IN! LOL :)
BEEN DOING LOTS OF SHIT LIKE THAT!!! THAT ONE WAS HILARIOUS I THOUGHT!!! BUT I GET SOOO FRUSTRATED & ANGRY SOMETIMES BECAUSE I DO STUFF LIKE THAT SOOO MUCH! Makes me upset with myself & with whatever is wrong with me!?
Had an EM with one of my dogs! She basically turned wht/grey, turned cold, & fell over! I had to rush her to the vet hospital! Now I have this huge bill to pay for saving her! I can't afford it! But still!? She was worth it!
My seizure baby is refusing to eat dog food so I have to cook chicken & rice everyday for her! She's worrying me to death right now!? Her sister is doing a lot better now!
I have gotten back together with a CP friend of mine. She has most of the same problems that I do, & is a dog lover too, & has several, & lives just across the hwy from me!? She gets real depressed & lonely too. Her brother treats her & her mom badly, like my son. He even stole her medicine! BAD BAD BAD!
Had another bad storm the other day & tore up shit again, but not bad this time.
Neighbor that owns property around me is causing me problems now! He's pissed off about damaged trees being on his property! I told him that the church folks were coming back to remove them from mine & the ones that got on his. He said that they could better spend their resources some place else & didn't need to be spending it doing that shit for me! Also said that he went to that church & that HE WAS ONE OF THE MAJOR CONTRIBUTORS TO MY ROOF!!! RUBBED THAT IN!!! BASICALLY ANNOUNCED HOW HE WAS LARGE & IN CHARGE & HOW HE PRETTY MUCH OWNS THE UNIVERSE & THE CHURCH--APPARENTLY!?
I DIDN'T APPREIATE THAT!!! I'M GETTING MORE & MORE SORRY ABOUT HAVING A ROOF EVERY DAY!!! Oh! And, the group that put it on, decided that I didn't know God, & that I needed to, & that I also needed to convert to their religion, so they tried to use the roof to SAVE ME & TO CONVERT ME TO THEIR RELIGION!!!
I DIDN'T APPREIATE THAT EITHER!!!! WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST HELP JUST BECAUSE IT'S THE RIGHT THING W/O TRYING TO STEAL YOUR SOUL IN THE PROCESS??? THAT IS "NOT" WHAT JESUS WOULD DO!!!
HELL!!! AT THIS POINT, I REGRET THE ROOF, ALMOST, & BOTH VEHICLES, & JUST WANT TO SELL BOTH VEHICLES & THE HOUSE & JUST MOVE ON & SAY THE HELL WITH IT ALL!!!
But I have to wait on all the liver tests & hep tests to be done first & see where I'm at with all that before I undertake another move! And, I'm NOT moving in this heat!!! 105-108 for a week or more now! But going down! Fixing to get a cool spell!
Well! That's pretty much the jest of what's being going on! That!? And, & me being real sick & running my butt off, & being real real depressed & in major financial hock!!! I am breaking!!! And, breaking fast!!! At rock bottom with no way out at this point!
That is why I've not been here much!!! Because I've been battling just to stay alive & just to stay afloat!?
Don't know if I will be here much longer or can do all of this much longer all by myself dn here!? I'm just EXHUASTED...... I got nothing left!?
But I'm going to apply to the CP center here Mon... They have a family program for disabled folks & their families! They pay up to 2000 on utilities, meds, etc... & make alterations to vehicles, houses, etc... So I'm going to apply for that! I am about to get my power cut off so maybe they can help with that!? They did my CP friend! Paid their utiliy bill asap. And, are paying for her meds & for her doc visits!?
So I will have to try! I have no choice at this point! My ship is going down & me with it!!!
Well! Sorry that this took so long! A lot has happened!!!
Will read some posts while I'm here & try to catch up on others here!!!
But my thoughts & prayers have been with you all even though I have not!!!
I had applied for FEMA. Didn't qualify because we all didn't get killed & most of the community was still here! Stupid! Anyway!? They gave me a name of a guy that was with a church related disaster team. Took him a while to get to me. When he did he said that I needed a roof more! I said, Yes sir I know, but I can't get anybody to help me with it! And, he said, well,we will! I will get to that first!
So, anyway, he gave me a choice of colors, & do to a shipping problem I got the best metal on the market with the 40yr warranty. And, I got my BLUE! My house is white, so it looks Awesome!!!
A guy gave me a car recently! But major major repair & fix up!!! There's a reason he was going to scrape it!
They were taking the van, but then she felt bad & didn't really want to, so she decided to do something weird & off the chart to save it for now!? I went along with it, out of desparation! And, she went down on the payment to try & help! But it needs a battery & several other things. And, I don't have the money. And, the therostat went out the other day & I had to run & get one & a gasket & replace both of those! I DID THAT! IN ABOUT 2 MINUTES!? TOOK MORE TIME TO FIND MY TOOLS THEN IT EVER DID TO CHANGE THAT! HA HA!!!
FUNNY: THE OTHER DAY I GOT MY JUG OF TEA OUT, POURED SOME, THEN INSTEAD OF PUTTING IT BACK IN THE FRIDGE I PUT THE DISHRAG BACK IN! LOL :)
BEEN DOING LOTS OF SHIT LIKE THAT!!! THAT ONE WAS HILARIOUS I THOUGHT!!! BUT I GET SOOO FRUSTRATED & ANGRY SOMETIMES BECAUSE I DO STUFF LIKE THAT SOOO MUCH! Makes me upset with myself & with whatever is wrong with me!?
Had an EM with one of my dogs! She basically turned wht/grey, turned cold, & fell over! I had to rush her to the vet hospital! Now I have this huge bill to pay for saving her! I can't afford it! But still!? She was worth it!
My seizure baby is refusing to eat dog food so I have to cook chicken & rice everyday for her! She's worrying me to death right now!? Her sister is doing a lot better now!
I have gotten back together with a CP friend of mine. She has most of the same problems that I do, & is a dog lover too, & has several, & lives just across the hwy from me!? She gets real depressed & lonely too. Her brother treats her & her mom badly, like my son. He even stole her medicine! BAD BAD BAD!
Had another bad storm the other day & tore up shit again, but not bad this time.
Neighbor that owns property around me is causing me problems now! He's pissed off about damaged trees being on his property! I told him that the church folks were coming back to remove them from mine & the ones that got on his. He said that they could better spend their resources some place else & didn't need to be spending it doing that shit for me! Also said that he went to that church & that HE WAS ONE OF THE MAJOR CONTRIBUTORS TO MY ROOF!!! RUBBED THAT IN!!! BASICALLY ANNOUNCED HOW HE WAS LARGE & IN CHARGE & HOW HE PRETTY MUCH OWNS THE UNIVERSE & THE CHURCH--APPARENTLY!?
I DIDN'T APPREIATE THAT!!! I'M GETTING MORE & MORE SORRY ABOUT HAVING A ROOF EVERY DAY!!! Oh! And, the group that put it on, decided that I didn't know God, & that I needed to, & that I also needed to convert to their religion, so they tried to use the roof to SAVE ME & TO CONVERT ME TO THEIR RELIGION!!!
I DIDN'T APPREIATE THAT EITHER!!!! WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST HELP JUST BECAUSE IT'S THE RIGHT THING W/O TRYING TO STEAL YOUR SOUL IN THE PROCESS??? THAT IS "NOT" WHAT JESUS WOULD DO!!!
HELL!!! AT THIS POINT, I REGRET THE ROOF, ALMOST, & BOTH VEHICLES, & JUST WANT TO SELL BOTH VEHICLES & THE HOUSE & JUST MOVE ON & SAY THE HELL WITH IT ALL!!!
But I have to wait on all the liver tests & hep tests to be done first & see where I'm at with all that before I undertake another move! And, I'm NOT moving in this heat!!! 105-108 for a week or more now! But going down! Fixing to get a cool spell!
Well! That's pretty much the jest of what's being going on! That!? And, & me being real sick & running my butt off, & being real real depressed & in major financial hock!!! I am breaking!!! And, breaking fast!!! At rock bottom with no way out at this point!
That is why I've not been here much!!! Because I've been battling just to stay alive & just to stay afloat!?
Don't know if I will be here much longer or can do all of this much longer all by myself dn here!? I'm just EXHUASTED...... I got nothing left!?
But I'm going to apply to the CP center here Mon... They have a family program for disabled folks & their families! They pay up to 2000 on utilities, meds, etc... & make alterations to vehicles, houses, etc... So I'm going to apply for that! I am about to get my power cut off so maybe they can help with that!? They did my CP friend! Paid their utiliy bill asap. And, are paying for her meds & for her doc visits!?
So I will have to try! I have no choice at this point! My ship is going down & me with it!!!
Well! Sorry that this took so long! A lot has happened!!!
Will read some posts while I'm here & try to catch up on others here!!!
But my thoughts & prayers have been with you all even though I have not!!!
lchoppel
Oh Paint, I'm so sorry everything that has been happening to you like it has. My thoughts remain with you. Apply to the CP Center as soon as possible. I wish you luck with that. Keep us posted.
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