well, I managed to go a whole three months without a flare up. yay me!!! stayed on my meds on the regular doses even though I felt well (learned that lesson the hard way the last time so I won't be doing that again) and them bam!
i'm back on Cletus (my cane) hobbling around, numb lips, eyes and lips jerking and quivering, everything hurting, the ms bear hug, muscles spasming out of control again, and now I can't brain cause I have the dumb. oh, and did I mention pelvic floor spasms? talk about painful. it's like hot pokers being shoved up my hooha.
today I went to the grocery store and left in tears. thankfully with my groceries. I couldn't figure out why my debit card wasn't working. turns out I was using my alarm code for my pin code. now I have to call the bank and get it unlocked. I also found the soy milk in the cabinet with the cups, and almost had a student put the wrong color on a client's hair. then I went to put the flat irons up and instead locked up the hairspray. my here after disease has gotten worse. I get here and forget what i'm after. my mood is up and down, more down than up right now, and I think I need a keeper.
if I don't laugh about it, i'll cry.
anyone have something funny to share?