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WHEN I GOT WOKE UP WITH THE LIGHTS COMING ON & HAD TO GET UP TO TURN THEM OFF & MY AC BACK ON, & LET MY DOGS OUT TO POTTY I REALIZED MY STOVE WAS ON BECAUSE THE POWER HAD WENT OFF & I WAS IN THE DARK SO I HAD FORGOTTEN TO TURN IT BACK ON!
THANK GOD! I HAD LEFT THE LIGHTS ON BECAUSE THE STOVE ALREADY HAD AN EMPTY SKILLET HOT AS HELL!
SO ANYWAY, WINDOWS CLOSED NOW, LIGHTS ALL OFF, BLINDS CLOSED & AC ON, FRIDGE TOO....... AND, NOW I CAN PUT THAT WASHED LOAD OF CLOTHES IN THE DRYER!!
SO ALL IS GOOD ON THAT FRONT, & I AM GOING TO TRY TO LAY BACK DOWN FOR RIGHT NOW & SEE IF I CAN GET SOME REST & GET SOME SLEEP!? AS IT WAS WAYYYY TO HOT LAST NIGHT & ALL I DID WAS TOSS & TURN & SWEAT, ETC......
SO HERE'S WHAT I NEED INFO ON OR ADVISE ON!!! BAD!!!!!
THE INSIDE OF MY HEAD IS HURTING REALLY REALLY BAD FROM EAR TO EAR!!!!! MY EARS ARE ACTUALLY HURTING SOOO BAD THAT THEY FEEL LIKE THEY ARE GOING TO BLOW!!! ESP.... MY RIGHT ONE!!!!!! AND, I HAVE PAIN IN MY NECK, BUT ESP..... AT THE TOP WHERE IT HINGES ON TO MY HEAD! THAT IS THE MAIN POINT OF PAIN, BUT THE PAIN IS ON THE INSIDE OF MY HEAD & MY EARS FEEL LIKE THEY ARE GOING TO HAVE A BLOW OUT! THE PAIN IS ALMOST UNBARABLE!!!!
MY VEHICLE IS TORN UP, BUT WILL BARELY RUN, IF I DON'T GO OVER 35 & DON'T GO FAR, & DON'T USE ANY AIR!!! BUT THE ENGINE IS ABOUT TO BLOW ON IT, SO I DON'T KNOW HOW FAR I WILL GET! I DO NOT WANT TO CALL AN AMBULANCE, BUT DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT THIS HORRIBLE PAIN!!!!
WHAT SHOULD I DO TO RELIEVE THIS! I HAD TAKEN A XANAX & A TRAMADOL LAST NIGHT! AND, I JUST TOOK A 500 NAPROSYN WHILE AGO!!! I'M GOING TO LAY DOWN FOR A SHORT BIT & SEE IF THE NAPROSYN HELPS AT ALL!? IF IT DON'T I THINK I'M GOING TO MAYBE HAVE TO FIND A WAY TO GET TO AN ER & GET THEM TO DO "SOMETHING!?" I CAN'T TAKE THIS PAIN!!! IT'S HORRIBLE!!!!! I'VE NEVER EVER HAD PAIN LIKE THIS IN MY EARS & HEAD LIKE THIS!!!!!! IT'S ABOUT THE WORSE I'VE EVER HAD!
I JUST HAD THAT CERVICAL MRI! BUT THE BRAIN ONE WAS ABOUT 8 MO..... TO A YEAR AGO!? HAS ANYBODY ELSE EVER EXPERIENCED THIS & WHAT DID YOU DO???
WHAT WOULD YOU DO!? WHAT CAN I TRY TO RELIEVE IT!? IT'S THE WEEKEND & I THINK THAT THE ER IS THE ONLY THING OPEN!? AND IT'S SUNDAY AT THAT!? AND, EVEN IF IT WASN'T MY DOC IS TOO FAR AWAY FOR MY VAN TO MAKE IT THERE! AND, I WOULDN'T HAVE TIME TO SET UP A RIDE TOMORROW ANYWAY............
THIS IS WHY I NEED A GOOD RUNNING VEHICLE THAT DOESN'T HAVE A BAD ENGINE!!!! I LIVE IN THE COUNTRY & I AM NOT ON THE BUS LINE! HAVE NO MONEY EVEN IF I WERE!?
SOME THOUGHTS PLEASE............ AS TO WHAT THIS MIGHT BE!? AND, IF ANY OF YOU HAVE HAD THIS!? AND, WHAT WAS IT!? AND, WHAT DID THEY DO FOR IT, OR TELL YOU TO DO!? OR WHAT DID YOU DO!? I AM HAVING NUMBNESS & TINGLING IN MY LEFT HAND ALSO THAT IS GOING UP INTO MY HAND & LOWER LEFT ARM. MY INJURED C-SPINE AREA IS KILLING ME! AND I HAVE A SLIPPED DISC! I THINK THAT IT MIGHT BE CAUSING THIS, BUT I DON'T KNOW!?
THANK GOD! I HAD LEFT THE LIGHTS ON BECAUSE THE STOVE ALREADY HAD AN EMPTY SKILLET HOT AS HELL!
SO ANYWAY, WINDOWS CLOSED NOW, LIGHTS ALL OFF, BLINDS CLOSED & AC ON, FRIDGE TOO....... AND, NOW I CAN PUT THAT WASHED LOAD OF CLOTHES IN THE DRYER!!
SO ALL IS GOOD ON THAT FRONT, & I AM GOING TO TRY TO LAY BACK DOWN FOR RIGHT NOW & SEE IF I CAN GET SOME REST & GET SOME SLEEP!? AS IT WAS WAYYYY TO HOT LAST NIGHT & ALL I DID WAS TOSS & TURN & SWEAT, ETC......
SO HERE'S WHAT I NEED INFO ON OR ADVISE ON!!! BAD!!!!!
THE INSIDE OF MY HEAD IS HURTING REALLY REALLY BAD FROM EAR TO EAR!!!!! MY EARS ARE ACTUALLY HURTING SOOO BAD THAT THEY FEEL LIKE THEY ARE GOING TO BLOW!!! ESP.... MY RIGHT ONE!!!!!! AND, I HAVE PAIN IN MY NECK, BUT ESP..... AT THE TOP WHERE IT HINGES ON TO MY HEAD! THAT IS THE MAIN POINT OF PAIN, BUT THE PAIN IS ON THE INSIDE OF MY HEAD & MY EARS FEEL LIKE THEY ARE GOING TO HAVE A BLOW OUT! THE PAIN IS ALMOST UNBARABLE!!!!
MY VEHICLE IS TORN UP, BUT WILL BARELY RUN, IF I DON'T GO OVER 35 & DON'T GO FAR, & DON'T USE ANY AIR!!! BUT THE ENGINE IS ABOUT TO BLOW ON IT, SO I DON'T KNOW HOW FAR I WILL GET! I DO NOT WANT TO CALL AN AMBULANCE, BUT DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT THIS HORRIBLE PAIN!!!!
WHAT SHOULD I DO TO RELIEVE THIS! I HAD TAKEN A XANAX & A TRAMADOL LAST NIGHT! AND, I JUST TOOK A 500 NAPROSYN WHILE AGO!!! I'M GOING TO LAY DOWN FOR A SHORT BIT & SEE IF THE NAPROSYN HELPS AT ALL!? IF IT DON'T I THINK I'M GOING TO MAYBE HAVE TO FIND A WAY TO GET TO AN ER & GET THEM TO DO "SOMETHING!?" I CAN'T TAKE THIS PAIN!!! IT'S HORRIBLE!!!!! I'VE NEVER EVER HAD PAIN LIKE THIS IN MY EARS & HEAD LIKE THIS!!!!!! IT'S ABOUT THE WORSE I'VE EVER HAD!
I JUST HAD THAT CERVICAL MRI! BUT THE BRAIN ONE WAS ABOUT 8 MO..... TO A YEAR AGO!? HAS ANYBODY ELSE EVER EXPERIENCED THIS & WHAT DID YOU DO???
WHAT WOULD YOU DO!? WHAT CAN I TRY TO RELIEVE IT!? IT'S THE WEEKEND & I THINK THAT THE ER IS THE ONLY THING OPEN!? AND IT'S SUNDAY AT THAT!? AND, EVEN IF IT WASN'T MY DOC IS TOO FAR AWAY FOR MY VAN TO MAKE IT THERE! AND, I WOULDN'T HAVE TIME TO SET UP A RIDE TOMORROW ANYWAY............
THIS IS WHY I NEED A GOOD RUNNING VEHICLE THAT DOESN'T HAVE A BAD ENGINE!!!! I LIVE IN THE COUNTRY & I AM NOT ON THE BUS LINE! HAVE NO MONEY EVEN IF I WERE!?
SOME THOUGHTS PLEASE............ AS TO WHAT THIS MIGHT BE!? AND, IF ANY OF YOU HAVE HAD THIS!? AND, WHAT WAS IT!? AND, WHAT DID THEY DO FOR IT, OR TELL YOU TO DO!? OR WHAT DID YOU DO!? I AM HAVING NUMBNESS & TINGLING IN MY LEFT HAND ALSO THAT IS GOING UP INTO MY HAND & LOWER LEFT ARM. MY INJURED C-SPINE AREA IS KILLING ME! AND I HAVE A SLIPPED DISC! I THINK THAT IT MIGHT BE CAUSING THIS, BUT I DON'T KNOW!?
THE NAPROSYN SEEMED TO EASE IT OFF ENOUGH FOR ME TO GO TO SLEEP, THEN AFTER I GOT TO SLEEP I SLEPT FOR A LONG TIME! I COULD STILL SLEEP!!! THAT WITH THE XANAX & THE TRAMADOL ARE JUST MAKING ME FEEL DRUGED, & TOO TIRED DURING THE DAY & I DON'T LIKE THAT!!! BUT THAT PAIN WAS SOOOO BAD THAT I'D DO ANYTHING NOT TO HAVE THAT PAIN AGAIN I THINK!?
WELL, I NEED TO EAT SOMETHING & PUT SOMETHING ON MY STOMACH. BUT HEADACHE IS BETTER & EARS AREN'T HURTING SO HORRIBLY NOW.
I STILL HAVE A HA TODAY!!! AND, NO APPETITE! JUST DON'T FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING TODAY!!!!!! AND, I'M SWEATING RIGHT NOW WITH 2 AC'S GOING! I'D TURN THEM DOWN A LOT COLDER BUT IF I DO THEY WILL FREEZE UP & LEAK ALL OVER MY HOUSE & THEN I WILL HAVE TO BURN UP FOREVER WHILE I WAIT FOR THEM TO THAW OUT! SO I'D RATHER HAVE SOME DECENT AIR RIGHT NOW AS TO HAVE NONE!!!!!
I DO HAVE HEART PROBLEMS! I HAVE PULMONARY HYPERTENTION & TRI-CUSPID REGURD DUE TO A BAD VALVE! AND, THAT ONE DAY WHEN I WAS OUT MOWING I WAS HAVING REAL BAD CHEST PAINS ALL DAY, AT IT GOT SO BAD THAT I HAD TO QUIT MOWING!
IT'S JUST THAT IF I TAKE AN AMBULANCE I GOT NO WAY HOME!!! I GOT NOBODY TO COME & GET ME! AND, MY DOGS WOULD BE STUCK HERE IN CRATES WAITING TO GET OUT, & NOBODY HERE TO LET THEM OUT!
IF MY SON HADN'T BEAT THE CRAP OUT OF ME MANY TIMES & THEN TOOK OFF & BEEN SUCH A COLD CRUEL ASS I COULD HAVE HIM STAY AT THE HOUSE & JUST LIVE THERE & TAKE CARE OF MY DOGS WHILE I GET WHATEVER MEDICAL CARE I NEED!
HE KNEW THAT I NEEDED HIM TO HELP ME WHEN HE DID ALL THAT & DIDN'T GIVE A FIG, JUST TREATED ME AS MEAN & CRUEL AS POSSIBLE & LEFT ME WITH ALL OF THIS!!!
IT'S SAD WHEN YOU SPEND 20 YRS LOVING & DOING FOR SOMEBODY & GIVING UP YOUR HEALTH, & YOUR LIFE FOR THEM & THEY JUST CRAP ALL OVER YOU BECAUSE THEY DON'T WANT TO BE BOTHERED WITH YOU OR BOGGED DOWN WITH YOU--BECAUSE YOU CAN NO LONGER DO FOR THEM ALL THE TIME & NOW NEED THEM TO DO FOR YOU!!!
I'm still not feeling good today! I'm just taking it easy today! Just working on the computer & petting my dogs!
I am trying to come up with some kind of budget for next month!? Going to have to let my van go back! It's tore up & I can't afford to fix it & I don't even have the money to make a payment on it!
I'm going to try to get to as many near by places as I can & get my running done on the 3rd with it! And, my friend in meeting me on that day too!? So, hopefully between what I can do & her meeting me, I can get all done! I will have to force myself to do everything I need to do all in that one day! Cause they will be coming after the van after that! I don't know what day! But, I'm going to ask them to tell me what day, so that I can have all of my stuff out of it, & do as much as possible close by until they come & get it! I'm not taking it to them because I will have no way to get home!
So the greedy ass's can just come & get the damned thing!!! And, then my son can pay for a van that neither of us got!!! The loan was taken against my van for bills that he stuck me with, & he was supposed to make the payments but stuck me with them, besides treating me like crap! So when they get the van, I am on disability, & he is working full time! That translates to his paycheck being taken out of for a payment on it every month!
I gave him 2 choices! 3 actually! Either help me fix it & make this payment! OR you bring a friend over & take it, & then pay for it to be fixed & make the payments from here on out! OR I just let them come & get it & then you can just pay for a van that neither of us get to have or enjoy!?
Anyway!? Sorry! I'm not feeling well today! Too much heat yesterday! And, it's the same temp today! And, I'm just feeling down, beaten & whipped today............ My head isn't helping my mood!!!
But, I thank you guys for your comments, suggestions, & support, & concern!!!! Thank you very much!!!!