Since the hott weather is here its been really really messin with me..fatigue like a mother f* n its very hard to walk..cant describe it its just hard my muscles feel like there in rebellion lol i need a cane with this heat among badder issues..i really felt like shit this mornin so i went to the doc..i was just there 6weeks ago.. i asked him "give it to me straight doc..am i gettin worse or what" n he said yes n we should be considering tysabri..i just want to be able to walk wihout trouble..lol funny its like the war is really on now...i cried on/off all day cuz it was like a reality slap in the face..now i gotta break it to my parents..i wanna still be able to walk by the time i reach 30 at least damn..im staying positive but im in limbo of feelings..will i need a wheelchair by next year? Oh Lord that would suck..my bf doesnt want me to think like but its reality (i dont blame him who wants to think bout a negative future)..whats after tysabri?? Nothing?? Wat if i cant take tysabri then wat? That PML side effect from that is ssooo risky..im applying for assistance so i can start ampyra..something!!! Im so lost...n only u guys kno how i feel.
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