I'm sorry guys,
I know I have been away fa a few years, I have had a hard time getting to grips with this MS,,,... I decided I was not gunna let it bother me or listen to anyone that MS did bother, with or without it,,,,,
I came to terms with it by understanding the Body, Mind and brain are three different zones of a Human body that should in an Ideal world work together,
Being a mechanic by trade had helped me understand not everything is perfect and the smallest fault can interfere with the smooth operation of any eletronically or chemically controled component which is part of a system controled by a brain, organic or electronic,
I decided because with mechanical, electrical or chemical if there is a fault ... with time and patience, we have the intelligence to find and make a repair, by either finding the fault and repairing it or preventing it from getting worse,
I also understood that stress on any of these components caused failure, which is also true of the human body.
The body can and does repair its self but if the repair is hampered by the chemicals prodused by stress, the repair is not at its best so will fail again and again,
Tthe moral of these thoughts was to keep the mind away from the natural function of the body and try to take what the body does for granted because the mind has told the brain what it wants the body to do.
For example until you knew you had MS did you ever think about how you walk or did you learn it at an early age then just do it.
Hard to do now you know about your MS because thye mind over works the brain with many thoughts for one function with a damaged wiring system.
So what I do now is just enjoy what I can do and spend less time thinking how I do something or even how I should do it.
I try to just do it.
Oh ma head hurts...lol
Just find fun, Fun and enjoy
All the Best
Jim