I have not been on the site for a while.  This year has been a very challenging one, it actually just downright stinks.  My husband was diagnosed with Trigeminal Neuralgia, which could point to him also having MS, going for an MRI today, his six month check up, while they where finding out what is causing the TN, they also found out he has CLL, a dormant Leukemia, so every three months we have to go for check ups.  Our daughter popped her knee when my husband was in hospital for his first diagnoses, and this week she has done it again.  Going to need surgery, as she already suffers from Low muscle tone from Autism.  I have been diagnosed with having pre-cancerous cells in my cervix, have been on BP meds for the past three weeks in order for them to schedule a full hysterectomy.  My husband does not want to talk about his pain and how he is doing, if I express anoyance at our collective situation, there is no talking about it.  He has joined a group about TN, he talks to his mom, I feel left in the dark, I have nothing to do with my biological family, their influance in my life makes things worse.  Just tired, enough now, I don't need anything else to happen.