The lady that took my boys & is fostering them here, sent me a text back the other night & she is going to let me see my boys again soon, before they leave for up north! That means sooo much to me!

I've been crying & missing them a LOT!

Thing is!? My dogs have always lived together in absolute beautiful harmony! And, these were together for 4 yrs. & I bottle fed my Paint & raised him in my hands! So IT IS KILLING ME!!! JUST KILLING ME!!!! GOD IN HEAVEN I MISS HIM SO!!! I JUST CAN'T THINK OF HIM WITHOUT BURSTING INTO TEARS!

But she says that they are doing great right now! So that's good!

I've just suffered sooo many loses in my life & the past several years esp... & I have just taken all that I can! I just can't bare anymore!

My new job is NOT working out either! But I went to day & worked all day to try at least one more time! But still no money & I had to borrow more money from my friend to have gas to even get home! She was kind & did it, but I dont' want to keep doing that! It's not fair to her!

So, anyway, more later!? I'm just sooo bushed right now that I'm about to collaspe! And, I got to go home & DO MORE DOG WORK, with my own babies! I have to go home, let some in, some out, & feed & muck, etc... And, then I HAVE JUST GOT TO SET DOWN & EAT SOMETHING & THEN LAY ON MY BED & WATCH SOME WONDERFUL MINDLESS TV, WITH MY BABIES DRAPED ACROSS MY BED/LAP! WITH ME LOVING ON THEM!

THEY ARE MY SAVING GRACE--MOST OF THE TIME!!! :)

THINKING OF ALL OF YOU!!! TAKE CARE! LATER...