Every time i have a cigarette my legs and fanny just cry. Clearly the smoking aggravates my symptoms. I ask myself often 'do i want to walk or smoke?' Intellect tells me the correct answer then my addiction talks me out of the dramatics and i light up. I don't even get satisfaction from a smoke break anymore. Guilt and worry take over then. How many others experience this? I have tried to quit before yet went back. my 30+ year crutch is going to kill me, why can'y I stop??? HELP!!!
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