So sorry you are having a hard time :( I also get really sad and want to cry but I don't . I would probably feel better if I did. I have a friend that also has ms and she told me if I ever start to get depressed to take anti depressants because they have helped her. Don't know if you take anything. Really hope you feel better. I can definitely relate as my life has changed so much because of this disease . I usually feel better within a couple of days. Hang in there.

I am sorry you are going through this difficult time. It can be tough dealing with MS. I was at that point and I call my neuro and he prescribed me an anti depressant. I did not want to take anti depressant. After taking them, I know that was the right move for me. If you are on one already, the dose might need to be increased. You need to consider talking to your neuro about this. Hang in there. You are not alone. Keep us posted.

I am so sorry that u r feeling this way. For some odd reason I was out of a med for few days & didn't realize it until my right leg started dragging, which had me convinced that I had switched from RR to 2ndary progressive. This lead my to cry & cry yesterday, so just remember that u r not alone. Even though it sucks, we all have days where crying is the main activity of the day.
Hang in there. We are all here for you.

Thank you all SO much for caring this is what I need:)

ChrissyH
The thought of secondary progressive is so terrifying that I can't even think about it, not longer than 5 mins or i have a complete panic attack
I will not even read about it, at this point.

I can't imagine what a rough day that must have been! My heart goes out to you...

To all, about depression:
I have to just stay in touch with "the fighter inside me" and take things symptom by symptom and minute by minute.... As long as I stay in "fighter mode" I can keep the depressive thoughts "in control" ... I will give the depression up to 3 days of my life at a time, then find something to pull myself back up. (This is far from easy, and it is a common battle for me!). I tell the depressive thoughts they can have those few days, but that they cannot take my life. To be honest, this took years and years of practice... and fighting ...and talking with others ...and reading ...I'm making it sound a lot easier than it actually is!

Gemini Amy- I sent you a private message!

Anyone who wants to, can message me privately, I would love to have more people to talk to about this!!

GeminiAmy- I am glad to see that people have helped raise your spirits a bit. We all have our days when the frustration gets to us. . .
just28me, you have inspired me to write a post on the subject of progressive MS. I have primary progressive, which I will try to explain a little. You don't have to be so freaked out about it, try to read it.

Come on girl We can beat this. Mind over matter keep GOD in your life. And if you were a NINER fan you would definetely feel better LOL

Amy--so sorry to hear you are sad. I feel your pain. You are in my thoughts.

Oh gosh I can identify with crying jags. Silly frustrations will set me off sometimes. I agree with not even wanting to read about secondary progressive. The thought freaks me out totally and I just avoid it. I will not go there! Just as easy as I cry I laugh...go figure. I can start laughing and not be able to stop...it can get really embarrassing especially if it leads to bladder "explosion".
If I feel the need to cry I try to go off somewhere and let it rip...I can't stop it and I feel better afterwards-usually. I used to feel bad about it but I have since embraced by emotional rollercoaster I get to ride...not always fun but often entertaining!

Yup. Been there a lot lately. This is a post on my blog about my feeling on the subject.

http://bunnyears.tumblr.com/post/96582275290/i-hate-my-life-right-now-there-i-said-it-no

Doing better now... but we all have out days.

((hugs)))