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IF I DIED TONIGHT!
If I died tonight, would it be alright!?
Would the angels come down & hold me tight?
As they take me back up, to heaven abound; would God reach out his arms or put them down?
Would he say; I LOVE YOU DAUGHTER, WELCOME HOME!? Or would he send me back to earth forever to roam!?
Would he tell me that all my hurt, suffering & pain; were all worth wild or done in vein!?
Because, I have hurt & suffered for, oh so long, that neither my heart nor soul have left any song!
I have no hope, no dreams, nor joy left deep inside! No respect, nor dignity! No! Not even pride!
All I have left is hopelessness, pain & despair. For there is no reason at all, left to me to care!
I sit here in my cottage all lost & alone. Praying that God will take me home! For I am lost & tired, worn out, lying in bed; unable to sleep & wishing to God that I were dead!
Would anyone come to my funeral or cry? Or would they just be glad & take a big sigh?
Would my existance or life even matter at all? Or would anyone even notice or even try to call?
How long would I lay here before even being found? How long before my body is put in the ground?
Would I have anyone to grieve or care? Or would they be glad that I was no longer there?
All my life I have suffered through so much! And, now I am tired & have completely lost touch!
All I have left is hopelessness, pain & despair. For there is no reason at all left for me to care!
As I sit here in my cottage hurting, all lost & alone. I pray that my God will take me home!
The end!
If I died tonight, would it be alright!?
Would the angels come down & hold me tight?
As they take me back up, to heaven abound; would God reach out his arms or put them down?
Would he say; I LOVE YOU DAUGHTER, WELCOME HOME!? Or would he send me back to earth forever to roam!?
Would he tell me that all my hurt, suffering & pain; were all worth wild or done in vein!?
Because, I have hurt & suffered for, oh so long, that neither my heart nor soul have left any song!
I have no hope, no dreams, nor joy left deep inside! No respect, nor dignity! No! Not even pride!
All I have left is hopelessness, pain & despair. For there is no reason at all, left to me to care!
I sit here in my cottage all lost & alone. Praying that God will take me home! For I am lost & tired, worn out, lying in bed; unable to sleep & wishing to God that I were dead!
Would anyone come to my funeral or cry? Or would they just be glad & take a big sigh?
Would my existance or life even matter at all? Or would anyone even notice or even try to call?
How long would I lay here before even being found? How long before my body is put in the ground?
Would I have anyone to grieve or care? Or would they be glad that I was no longer there?
All my life I have suffered through so much! And, now I am tired & have completely lost touch!
All I have left is hopelessness, pain & despair. For there is no reason at all left for me to care!
As I sit here in my cottage hurting, all lost & alone. I pray that my God will take me home!
The end!
deleted_user
WOW! what a awesome poem- but you are never alone- you got us- and best of all the Lord!!! hugs!
lchoppel
Paintwarrior - I didn't know you were so talented! This was a profound poem and I would like to see more of your works. Excellent.
djbritt
I like your poem. It is really good. You should share more.
MsRee
Very Talented! I enjoyed that poem tremendously.
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