do you have an alter you could ask that might know who it was screaming??
as for the other feelings that is very common to have "body memories" like the trauma is happening again. maybe thats whats happening to you. the best thing i have found is holding a handful of ice. the cold feeling might ground you back into reality.

good luck!
Lisa

Not weird at all from my perspective.
You may consider Child inside is requesting permission to process painful memories.
Perhaps start a dialogue and let is know what you find out.
Do you have a therapist you trust? Emotional healing can be like a delicate surgery.
We are here for you.

I just want to agree with what Lisa and John said. Your experiences although feeling weird isn't that weird when it comes to the world of DID. Our internal world try to communicate with us in weird and wonderful ways and on many occasions its often difficult to understand. The feeling of being burnt alive can be a memory or it may be something that you as a whole are experiencing as a reaction to a life situation atm.

We can't really tell you what that is. We can make guesses but the guesses may be right or wrong. If we diagnose what the voice is and about, and we are wrong, and we tell you what to do, like have alters talk,, we may be telling you the wrong thing, and mess you up.

I agree with john that a good therapist locally is the best one to consult with about that, and, if it is a memory, to help you through it. If it is like a dream type of thing, well, same thing, a good local therapist is the best one to help you through it.

We can be here to support you in whatever it is, as you work through it, encourage you and listen, and just be here.

I have heard things like that too. I can't say what the origin of mine is exactly.

ooooooo actually that kind of triggered me. Remembering the times and circumstances that I've heard a voice... am nervous now.

Our Steffi was screaming for years. It turned out she was in a dark hole and covered in filth. From therapy we figured out that her mental place was figurative for the abandonment and neglect the body went through from birth to I'm not sure when. Once we found her (it was a Jesus thing that I will spare you the story of), she stopped screaming. Now she mostly lays on the bed or plays with our cat.

Thank you everyone for your response! I will talk to my therapist about it. All I want to do is sleep to get away from the screaming in my head. This condition of being burnt by the air could be something that is burning on the inside. When I figure this out I'll share it. Thanks for the insight!

Stephanie, I want to hear the story of how you found Steffi, and how it is a jesus thing. If you don't want to share it publicly wouldyou send it to me in a message?

XA. I am going through a terrible day right now. If I forget and don't send a message to you in a couple of days, ask again. I'm in the revolving door and can't keep thoughts together very long just now.

awww

gentle hug