Multiple Personalities Support Group
Dissociative identity disorder is a diagnosis described as the existence in an individual of two or more distinct identities or personalities, each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment. At least two of these personalities are considered to routinely take control of the individual's behavior, and there is also some associated memory loss,...
This world feels like a dream
One that i can not escape
Lost in my mind
Surrounded by people in my head
Our wounds all tell a story
And each voice holds its own horrors
All because I wasn't strong enough
To deal with the years of torture
That we have been threw
I should have been dead
Never to have awaken
But then you came about
And took over my life
A life I found had no meaning
A life I have once forsaken
Is slowly starting to accept this reality
Accept the fact that I may not remember everything
And things in my head may get crazy
But I will no longer lie and ignore
Because it only made things worst
Although at times I can't help but to cry
And although my little taught me its ok to relax and play sometimes
I feel like I owe them A lot more
A chance to be free from this hell
A chance is all we are asking
One that i can not escape
Lost in my mind
Surrounded by people in my head
Our wounds all tell a story
And each voice holds its own horrors
All because I wasn't strong enough
To deal with the years of torture
That we have been threw
I should have been dead
Never to have awaken
But then you came about
And took over my life
A life I found had no meaning
A life I have once forsaken
Is slowly starting to accept this reality
Accept the fact that I may not remember everything
And things in my head may get crazy
But I will no longer lie and ignore
Because it only made things worst
Although at times I can't help but to cry
And although my little taught me its ok to relax and play sometimes
I feel like I owe them A lot more
A chance to be free from this hell
A chance is all we are asking
It can be SO hard, but I really believe with your strength and courage, you will find or make a chance, and you will take it. Your little/s AND you deserve it.
Given the options, you did good. I hope there are times when you can feel proud that you've managed to be alive, lucid and you now have the ability to play, write superb poems and hope for a chance. That in itself is a huge achievement.
I have trouble finding meaning too.... Sometimes I feel like my life is a "cosmic accident"... Then I chuckle and keep going.... LOL